03.53 am... (^_^)

BELITAN IBLIS DALAM AJARAN TARIQAT By Ihsaan Ilaahi Zaahir...
Im just started reading dis book,its quit interesting...atleast I can absorbs some of knowledge about TARIQAT...
there has already one month since I started involve in dis path...

And...truly Im dat at the first I didnt even know what actually I've learn??...and yet it become something dat burden me and distract my emotion, feeling, and even myself too...
I cried to HIM to comfort my self each night...Ya Allah, isit what I've learn is true?, are they really sincere?,should I continue to learn it?...A lot of things flying over me and at last I got headache, emotional problem, and I feel like I'm getting far and far away from my friends...It's really make me sick!

BUT...
Alhamdulillah...now I'm getting better and better, I can feel the aura...and get through dis deeply inside until I found something dat I've searching for before...(= Happy (^_^)



God loves the pious rich person who is inconspicuous. (Muslim) ((^_^)v)

*Sedih *Rindu...

Sedih...Rindu...
rasa yang sy sendiri tak dpt explain knp...apa da jd?...
lebih kurang 2 minggu sy da join ayah n blaja...xtau adakah jalan ni adalah jalan yg di redhai mu ya Allah??...
Saya perlukan keyakinan untuk teruskn pelajaran ni...tp apa yg saya find out is...not like what i imagine...
sesuatu yang saya sendiri tak tau reasonnya kenapa n tidak mahu di beritahu knp...I just need reason, just a REASON...A reason on why can we do that although everybody knows that it is a must on every MUSLIMS...

Ayu rindu, sedih...ye! rindu, sedih klau tak berhubung...
soklan yang slalu kamu tanya 'sedih kenapa?' Ayu boleh jwp kat sini je...Sbb ayu rindu kamu...
Maafkan Ayu zahir dan Batin...
Zahirnya Ayu nampak okay,tp kamu tau Batin Ayu mcm mn kn...
Kalau kamu ckp Ayu x yakin,ye! mmg Ayu belum benar yakin dengan apa yang Ayu rasa skrg ni...
Ayu nak kamu yakinkan,knp?mengapa?benarkah? sumanya tu...
Bayangan tu mungkin benar, mungkin juga tidak...I just can't explain...


God loves the pious rich person who is inconspicuous. (Muslim) ((^_^)v)

SuperVisor = SuperWomen

Masa yang agak lama tak menjenguk blog ni since I started moving to a new house n ofcourse since I started supervising my 7 practical student yang a bit nakal & degil tentunya...But it's a new experience for sure. Susah nk dapat OooOoo... :P
Ditambahkan pulak dengan umo I yang lebih kurang, tak lebih, sama, terlebih dari I...But, never mind i won't ever take it for granted atas kepercayaan yang En. Firdaus da kasi...Yes! Boss! I can do it... :P

Ni yang I nk story about my practical student ni...lalalalala~
For the first time I'm seriously mmg shaking...and ofcourse my heart is beating much more faster than before...Siyes wey!
Tp untuk hari pertama jela but then all of that end up after lunch time...shishishi~ (= Pantas! ye dak?...




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Ni la student under my supervision :

Ekin* First day da start tunjukkn her ownself, she's a happy go lucky person...
Wan*First day da dtg my office and then story his own problems towards his friend...and as usual there's some advice I have been given to him...The most important thing is, dia suka tanya 'ada keja lagi x cik??'...lol  and the only word I can answer is 'Kamu datang sini bukan untuk bekerja but it is about of gaining experience and at the same time knowledge on how and when facing the real world of working'...TEEHEE~
Sani*Happy and active person for the first week and getting passive and passive in time...I still can't get it why
Farid*One word to describe him "Metroseksual"...
Wani*Actually her name was Wahida but I always call her that way...Wani suited her...(=
Fiza*Manja sokmo dia ni...although she denied it...
Azwan*He's Kelantanese...Dia ni slalu datang lambat and I slalu lecture dia ni and Alhamdulillah it's end up coming early nowadays...Tp awe ni rajin and he is faster learner compared to others...Buat keja pn laju juga...

I will be missing them sooner...variety kind of feeling I've felt while supervising them...*Suka*Marah*Merajuk*Jahat*Sakit hati* suma dapat dirasai...klako pon ada...

Nak tau student yang mana yang paling menarik hati??...shishishi!! semestinya la suma, suma memainkan peranan...Although some time I feel like want to kick their butt, but, well biasa la students mcm gitu la...
mereka ni memang sangat naughty and sometimes menyedapkan hati...

Great experience for me and I'm hoping it would be the same thing in their side InsyaAllah...(=

There's another 2 weeks before they'll finished their practical...and I gonna take dis opportunity to BULI them...haha :P



God loves the pious rich person who is inconspicuous. (Muslim) ((^_^)v)